i just can't make myself continue to take sleeping pills. i just can't. so once again, i am up. all night, every night ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like you're not getting what you're giving? 

for inspiring me to blog it up...
http://jessicacarolclark.blogspot.com/

i tried an experiment a few nights ago, where as i took my nightly stroll through the neighborhood, i switched things up by walking like i was on america's next top model. although i had to stop when i almost was hit by a car twice. also, my calves were burning and i'm not sure if that was good or bad ( Read more... )

mmm. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I found an old children's book given to me a few years ago by a girl that I didn't really care for. All she did was frustrate me. She grew up in Kenya with her parents who were missionaries, and she was studying to become a pediatrician. I took five minutes to read the entire book, including the inscription from her at the beginning " Dear Jessica ( Read more... )

have you ever spent so much time crying that all you can do is laugh?  the past few  weeks have been horrible. i mean it. rotten. i had a fairly good day on saturday when i went to the unifieds in madison. it really sucks how incredibly lonely it is up here in milwaukee, but no matter how down i've been, i usually can remain optimistic and i am ( Read more... )

do you ever go back and review old lj posts and then cringe with shame? 
thank you so much for continuing to be my friend, online or otherwise, despite my obvious lack of tact/spelling skills/ability to filter what goes through my head before it comes out of my hands and so on. i wish you all a wonderful 2008!  

more than anything, ANYTHING, i want to come down to bham for the weekend and find myself and some cool cats at a tiny restaurant, drinking heavily and sharing inappropriate stories. really. no, really.  okay, and appropriate stories too! its one of my favorite things to do and i haven't done it in a LOOOONG time!

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