One week ago today, She broke up with me ( Read more... )

Dreams. I've had so many of them that you wouldn't think they would affect me any more. This one was easily the best dream I've ever had though. Yes, She was in it, and yes I know a blind man could have seen that coming ( Read more... )

I've never had so much trouble trying to decide wether or not to tell Her something. I was going to tell her, then this rouge thought stealthily wormed its way into my brain. "This could destroy you!" it warned. "It could change the way she sees you. She might be scared of the very thought itself. If you do this, you might lose her." Those last ( Read more... )

Man, I had a crazy dream about Aerith from Final Fantasy VII last night. It was so vivid. Like she was really right there beside me. I think we were in love or something *shrugs* I don't know. I'll post what I can remember of the dream a little later...

Well, since I never got to this a week and a half ago, I may as well start off with it ( Read more... )

I feel like such an ass hole....

I sent Her another message three days ago, among the things I said was this: "I'm going to feel like such an ass if there's a simple and logical explanation as to why we haven't talked these past five weeks."
There is, and I do....

I'll have a full update later tonight.

I know I'm just being paranoid (really paranoid), but I can't help but think something horrible is going to happen ( Read more... )

It seems this journal is becoming nothing more than a dream log ( Read more... )

I knew I shouldn't have ate that mini-pizza and piece of pecan pie right before I went to bed... Food before bed can give you nightmares, but this wasn't really a nightmare, well, except for the end that is ( Read more... )

I had a dream about Dominique last night. It started in a library that looked like Borders from the selection of books (and comics) they had. My mom was there looking for something, and my dad was in the back, just sitting at a table doing nothing. The rest of the details on this are fading, as always with any of my dreams... So on to what I can ( Read more... )