I FUCKING GIVE UP.

i hate you. im done with boys for a long fucking time.

fuckkkkkkk you. why does this ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME??! WHY DO I LET IT HAPPEN. serioiusly, you suck.

i hate when you want a boy and theyre so oblivious to the fact that you want them.

i feel numb. i only updated this whern im depressed. and right now thats how im feeling. i dont want to go on machon anymore, basically because i dont have any friends in young judaea, i dont really think anyone cares about me anymore, and i really care about all my friends at home, and they care about me too ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU. fuck you for leading me on. what is wrong with people ?

wow. I have not used this in a very long time. Right now, I'm very happy. I'm leaving for NYC tomorow. I neeeeed camp friends. I'm so sick of Swampscott. I've been wanting to get out of this town for quite some time now. This break is going to be incredible. If you live in the NY/NJ area and you want to chill, give me a call.

Have a great break

i want to go home. :(

i spent basically all weekend curled up in a blanket and not eating because i have had a 104 fever. i'm so fucking sick, i can't leave the house because the light bothers me too much and i get dizzy extremely easily, i feel like i'm 100 years old. i can't take my finals this week because i'm still horrifically sick. this means i have to take ALL 5 ( Read more... )

today has been the absolute worst day of my life ( Read more... )

hi i'm ariele. i'm an idiot.