Apr 23, 2005 18:03
today has been the absolute worst day of my life.
i confesed my feelings for a boy and got no response whatsoever.
i was upset so i tried talking to a "friend", and he just made me feel 100% worse.
ahav a chav ah: thanks for calling me back
*****: ?
*****: ur goin crazy
*****: u need to chill
ahav a chav ah: what r u talking about
*****: i just read the fuckin message u sent me
*****: fuck u
^ great friend, right?
my mom has been bugging me all day long to do things.
my parents keep accusing me of being bulimic. hey parents youre right. im ovbiously the one who throws up all over the carpet.. because thats a logical place for me to be throwing up. hey, WE HAVE CATS YOU FUCKING IDIOTS.
as of right now i have no self confidence. i have no friends. i have nothing. all i have left is my fucked up self.