i dont know
i feel numb. i only updated this whern im depressed. and right now thats how im feeling. i dont want to go on machon anymore, basically because i dont have any friends in young judaea, i dont really think anyone cares about me anymore, and i really care about all my friends at home, and they care about me too.
i almost rather stay here the whole summer with people who actually love me.
fuck machon.
fuck israel.
fuck everyone in YOUNG JUDAEA.
and i know thats harsh, but you gotta learn that when people stop caring about you, its mushc easier to prentend you dont care either then to get hurt.
i almost rather stay here the whole summer with people who actually love me.
fuck machon.
fuck israel.
fuck everyone in YOUNG JUDAEA.
and i know thats harsh, but you gotta learn that when people stop caring about you, its mushc easier to prentend you dont care either then to get hurt.