ok, so fuck yall.... i dont wanna hear it. yall treat me like crap and expect me to forgive you. fuck that. im sick of each and every one of you. yall dont care that im leaving. none of you do and those who do and making an effort, but none of you on here care. im sick of it. imma try and move up my leave date. you dont think im serious. yall didnt ( Read more... )

Your Eyes Should Be Brown
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i cant take it anymore. i've told a few people and im freakin sick and tired of it. I LOVE HIM and no its not vince. it kills me everyday. i work with him and he just got suspended this last week and he starts back today and his shift is four of my eight hours tonight. and he continues to bring her in with him. i dont know if he's serious or if he' ( Read more... )

there is just something about it... i cant quiet put my finger on it, but there is something that keeps drawing me back to him. its not the way he touches me or the way he kisses...its something more. i want to be with him everyday it seems.i know that i get my hopes up everytime i see something good in him, but its just a disappointment. i dont ( Read more... )

so all this high school drama has gotten to be too much. nothing works anymore. no matter how hard i try to resolve this, it doesnt work. all these people in my life just keep bringing me into the drama. all i want is someone to love and love me in return without any bull shit. all the guys i think are good turn out to be assholes. i cant believe i ( Read more... )

im back and im back with a boom. im over him and i have moved on. all these little boys just wanna play games. they're not ready for me. i had a boyfriend for the first time since daniel, in july, and he cheated on me. we went out for a week and he flippin cheated on me. well, im talking to daniel again and imma fly out to see him in feb to see ( Read more... )

he's getting out in a few days. im really bummed. i guess he's not mad at me, but i think he's more so disappointed in how it all came out. i hate disappointment more than i do them being mad at me. i dont know what imma do next. i only joined the navy because i was pissed off at the men in my life and i joined so i wouldn't have to think about how ( Read more... )

i am entitled to say what i damn well please on my own live journal or on my myspace with the option of making it private or public. i choose to make it all public because the people i let see my lj or my myspace are people i like and trust with the information given. you were not invited to view my blogs or my lj and if you did not like the ( Read more... )

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