Ok...So I'll Say It
i cant take it anymore. i've told a few people and im freakin sick and tired of it. I LOVE HIM and no its not vince. it kills me everyday. i work with him and he just got suspended this last week and he starts back today and his shift is four of my eight hours tonight. and he continues to bring her in with him. i dont know if he's serious or if he's just trying to piss me off. i can't deal with it. he couldn't just wait until i was ready just a week more, he couldn't wait. i feel like such a dumbass for sleeping with jon nathan. that just fucked everything up between us. i become selfish for once in my life and freakin look what happens. it totally falls a part. i can't take it anymore. i just changed my myspace name to "my life is moving on with or without you". and it's true. if he doesn't wanna be with me, then he needs to man up and tell me to my face that he doesn't care for me. i'm joining the navy, so that just goes to show that imma move on whether he cares about me or not. if anyone wants me to write them when i'm in boot camp, either email me their address or send me a message with the address on myspace. peace yall