Incase someone decides to read this... Apology is not accepted. There is no way after everything that happened in the past that I would wake up and be okay enough to forgive the drama that you caused.

I forgave Marc, he will always be the love of my life and we are doing a lot better :). I feel like my brain slips up and I have those crazy ( Read more... )

Drama no longer matters. I've moved on and well people can say what they want when they want truth is people just can't stand to see others happy.

You want to write out things to me in your journal go ahead. I've moved on and am done with the drama. So write whatever you'd like. I'm on my way to bigger and better things anyhow and one day I will ( Read more... )

Thinking of perhaps making a new journal to start fresh. ...we shall see.

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Love makes us do crazy things and sometimes makes us assume the worst. Do I think thAt love takes time, patience & understanding yes. Is it always easy? No. But in the end it is worth it. 5 years is the longest I have been with someone this far and he is my everything. Has there been moments where we feel unsure of things yeah but it hasn't ( Read more... )

Life is turning itself back around :). Marcos and I couldn't be happier. Sure there was some rough patches but I have forgiven and we are stronger then before. <3 I am proud of everything he has accomplished !

As for myself I have finished my classes for my preschool certification and should be doing my observation hours starting soon. :) I'm ( Read more... )

The past 4 years I have learned that love isn't perfect and obstacles such as ex's might try to interfere but when love is real nothing will get in the way. I have learned to look past mistakes and put blame aside knowing who was in the wrong. I have learned to accept Neither he or I are perfect so there's no need to pretend. Mostly I have ( Read more... )

With christmas upon us and a full week of work ahead. I tread lightly on what activites i do because working at target is chaotic at the time so i conserve my energy and well the bf is sick so im helping him feel better!

He and I are better than ever :) it only took a while to weed out the drama and unclutter our lives of those whom dont actually ( Read more... )

I havent felt like posting much as ive been in a deppressed state after loosing my mom, got laid off from my job and things fell apart for a while. It made me realize who my friends were and that family is most important.

I would not have pulled through without my man. <3 yes we have had a few fall outs and i almost broke up with him and he the ( Read more... )

Life has been a pretty crappy thing as of late. My mother passed away because of lung disease and she knew for three years. :(. Makes us all wonder how you can live knowing your dying and your family has no idea. Mom i miss you and will always love you. Even if we werent always close.

Lastly my job tells me they dont think i want to work there ( Read more... )

If i sit too long and wonder where my life is going and why i let soo many people in my life take advantage of me i get highly upset. I dont have alot and what i do have is tainted by decietful lies. Lies are the one thing i cant stand. Do people not have a conscience anymore?

I dont want to point fingers or throw names out but i honestly am ( Read more... )