Life hands me lemons i make sunshine
Life has been a pretty crappy thing as of late. My mother passed away because of lung disease and she knew for three years. :(. Makes us all wonder how you can live knowing your dying and your family has no idea. Mom i miss you and will always love you. Even if we werent always close.
Lastly my job tells me they dont think i want to work there and that i habe no hours again because ive seemed sad. Well no kidding im sad i lost my mother. But if i didnt think i could go to work i wouldnt have. So i was told if i wanted to leave they dont care. All they care about is themselves.
So now im pretty much unemployed, i have no mother and no friends im the area.
The best thing i have in my life is marcos. <3 no one can take me away from him. It will be four years tommorow! Babe i love you. I know we have had some fights, and gone through alot but all is forgiven. I dont care what anyone may think about us. I just know we are in love and happy together. If anyone is jealous Too bad true love conqures all. Best part is my family adores you <3.
So people may seem to not like me and may shit all over me but i dont care. I have marcos and my family and the few friends who are far away. I dont need anyones drama. One day perhaps he and i will have a child of our own but for now we are happy. I love you.
-amanda anne
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