WOW i completly forgot i had this damm thing...and i honestly have been having some bad days so i thought it was about time to start writing/typing everything again..i just need to get some things out sometimes and i guess this is the only way i can..Well anyway there has been some new changes in my life..good and bad ( Read more... )

i havnt really been on here for like ever!! i always am on myspace now and thats it..
soo if you want to check it out its www.myspace.com/ilualways : )

some random thingss-the beach was awesome ( Read more... )

well for one on tuesday i never went to brandon's..game he said he needed time to think fuck his ass...well jenn came over and got me..and we went out to the mall..she wanted to see her b.f : ) walked around spend like 2 hours in spencers..these kids were fallowing uss soo jenn was like if you want to follow us can we have your number..ah it was ( Read more... )

Well horriable night if you cant tell from my last entry...i kinda did flipp out a lil bit too much but i guess i really needed to get some things out..good thing i did though..well i ended up not going to bed till 4..then i woke up at 8:30 for somereason..soo i decided to clean my house because i needed to get some things out still and cleaning ( Read more... )

god i fucking hate guys..i swear!! they all make me soo fucking sick..i just want to throw up..like today for example..i thought i was having a good time..and everything and i was like falling for him..and you know what he is like talking and all over some other girl..godd how can guys do that shit..be with some girl and tell them shit and talk to ( Read more... )

well..i think its about time to update this damm thing..i really havnt been using it because i have myspace now and i like it alot better...well alisha hasnt been at my house for a long time..andd my party is in 11 days...yay! im excited...well im really not going to tell every day since i updated last..but just some things that has been happening ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since i have updated..i really havnt had the time to..school is out : ) thank god..Well last weekend i went to hershey park with alisha and my mom..alisha and i spent the whole day at the park saturday it was fun..we rode all the rides..well pretty much all of them...it wasnt really hott out so we didnt ride any water rides..but ( Read more... )

Well my last few days have been well i can just say alright..i really want to kill someone of cut their dick off!! they will not stop making my life worse i swear he does it on purpose!!..Well anyway finals was this week and i did actually well on them..expect for american history i got a 79 : ( ohh well its good enough ( Read more... )

Well yesterday--monday ( Read more... )

Well my concert was alright..at the end my stand partner, ashley was crying and i was about it but i kept saying amanda dont cry lol..mrs. d was crying too i felt bad : / but im sure she crys every year...came home after the concert and josh had to come over..soo he came over did what he had to do and then kept me up till 12..because thats when he ( Read more... )