Visited a Psychic the other day. She told me to listen to celtic flute music and bead somethings. I would "totally bliss out." Almost everything she said was right on. So I probably won't have another boyfriend until next winter. But this is the year I might make some $$$$$$$$$$$$ Yay ( Read more... )

OK so things are sort of better ( Read more... )

I can't stand to be around myself and I feel sorry for people who work with me. I'm not sure this is the first time I've even began an entry with that line. I'm not even PMSing or anything but I wish I could take time off from myself for that week or two. I know I need to get laid but my agenda is filled with making money and not spending any and ( Read more... )

All that soul-searching was such a waste of time. I found
myself compiled in one silly meme (holy shit it really works)

It's unbelievable how much time I waste doing nothing of value at all. And while I do nothing at all, I think about all the living I've done ( Read more... )

It feels like I only get around to updating when I'm on vacation. So sad. One day I'll have my own computer and all the time in the world. (In NC, it was just as laid back as Honolulu, but so much cheaper to live. I didn't have to work half as much ( Read more... )

Not much new here. Just trying to get enough energy to do something with my life. I don't know what's keeping me...rent doesn't get any cheaper and jobs just keep getting gotten by everyone but me. I just don't feel like it. This has happened to me before. But at that time, I didn't have any job, so at least I'm doing better than I was then. If I ( Read more... )

I'm trying not to be such a drunk all the time. And cutting back on sugar, too. I've cut out the dairy. Ever since I saw 'Supersize Me' I've been crazy about trying to be healthier. How long will this last before I break out in a sugar-driven drinking binge ( Read more... )

I quit counting the beerzs I've had but I know it's enough to make my wrist (yes, wrist) slur and shake my beer to and fro without the ability to make it stop ( Read more... )

"Everyone wants to punch their boss in the face. That's the American Dream." That's what my bro told me after I told him about being threatened to be fired by my boss, who's leaving and leaving certain responsibilities to someone who once told me, "Susan, it's true: I'm not your manager and being your manager is a position that I would never want ( Read more... )