Thank you to…

…Those that befriended me and showed me that there was more to life than what I had and helped me realize I had the strength to change it.

…The boy who stayed by my side, loved me and then left me; I needed you to keep me away from the life I knew, I needed you to show me what a broken heart felt like.

You were the first one I can say I ( Read more... )

It has been a rough two days. I have been up and down and lonely for the most part. I am on new medication and it will be a few days before I see how they will help me. I am going to see a councelor today to spill out my obsessions and see if she can give me some advice or whatever...maybe she will tell me I am crazy and I will at least have an ( Read more... )

Why is it that those who you adore and want to understand can't always see where you are coming from? And then you turn to those who should know you best and they really don't care. My family sucks...I do love them and don't wish any ill will on them but they don't care about what I am going thru...I feel really alone right now. I know I have done ( Read more... )

I did it ... I took the plunge...I finally got my tongue pierced. It is a little sore and ackward, but no regrets so far.

 I am getting to the point of not caring anymore. Physically I feel tired and sleepy and have all week...damn overcast sky. I have moments of sadness, and lazyness. I get aggrivated easily. I want to just do nothing. I don't understand what is going on with me and I feel so bad that I am not being myself. I feel like I just need to get away from ( Read more... )

Oh man am I sleepy...and it is going to be a long night ( Read more... )

Tile :Matchbox 20 - Unwell ( Read more... )

How do you let yourself believe the truth? When deep down inside you don't feel the way you should about yourself? You don't feel the way your friends or family do...I am very mixed up inside my head. I have an urge to believe I am beautiful inside and out, but sometimes life hands you things that makes you want to believe other things about the ( Read more... )

I awoke this morning with the need to stay in bed but I dragged myself up and did make it to work only thirty minutes late this morning. I am in a strange mood this morning and I know that it is the moisture that is coming to blame.

I have a lot of various things on my mind and I am having a hard time concentrating this morning.

I wonder if I am ( Read more... )