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[sombredrkmaiden]

How do you let yourself believe the truth? When deep down inside you don't feel the way you should about yourself? You don't feel the way your friends or family do...I am very mixed up inside my head. I have an urge to believe I am beautiful inside and out, but sometimes life hands you things that makes you want to believe other things about the

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[aibrean_gra]

The person inside my head tells me that I am fat and that the reason that I am alone is because people love my face and when they see the rest they want to back away( shush April). Or when they see that I am over weight they tell themselves I could be a great fuck but not relationship material.

I will not shush! That is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard and I've said it a million times to you and I'm saying it once more; You are beautiful and your weight is not an issue and if it is then you are with the wrong people.
That's the same as me saying that nobody will ever love me because I'm bi-polar. Remember what you said to me? That's just an excuse that these idiots use.

I know right now you need to be sad and hurt, but eventually you'll realize that nobody is worth all this misery. Until you do, I'm right here to hold you whenever you need it...

[sombredrkmaiden]

You know how you tell me that your illness tells you things like you don't need meds or that you don't need to get out of bed? Well my depression puts things in my head the same way...just because the thoughts are there doesn't mean that I always believe them...If I did then I would never dress up and go out.

You are my life line right now...