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How to commit yourself to a mental institution: A step-by-step guide
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June the 9th, 2020
Police killing minorities is the issue. White on white crime is rampant but minorities catch the most attention because they are without privilege. The cop who killed Floyd ON CAMERA was not arrested immediately. Prior to this event there was a long standing precedent that killer cops can literally get away with murder because they are police and ( Read more... ) -
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I didn't want to say why we broke up, but this is important because it's directly related to the miscarriage and the ordeal I'm going through right now. I wasn't going to ever say anything but holding this in and being angry and pretending this was just an unfortunate turn of events is not healthy and is messing with my head. For anyone not wanting ( Read more... ) -
Year in Review: 2013
So...2013 was a year where I didn't know I was pregnant for certain til I saw the ultrasound of who would be Soma wiggling about in black and white on an ultrasound screen. I had a litter of kittens sleep around and on me and my belly for a few weeks while I slept on the couch while renovating my room for the upcoming addition. I tried to be tough ( Read more... ) -
a nana dream
I don't dream a lot about my Nana (dad's mom), when I have it's usually that she's still among us and I'm the only one aware she passed away in December of 2009. Last night, she came to me in a dream. She was sitting in my bed, and she was naked for some reason but kept herself covered by crossing her limbs over her body. She was speaking to Vidal ( Read more... ) -
Some of my personal thoughts on religion/faith and the recent gay rights victories:
I am Catholic, that is my faith and my belief. I will tell you why I believe what I do further if you ask. My religion was not beat into me or forced upon me, this was taught to me so I know God and when I got older I could make a choice about religion. I actually asked to go to church when I was growing up and still do go every Sunday. I have my ( Read more... ) -
WOW It's been a long time since I posted here!
It's been over a year since I posted in here, but here I am. I'm pregnant! 5 months, 3 weeks! I'm having a little girl who I'm naming Soma Rosaline. Her names means "Moon" and "Rose", I've loved the name Soma since I was in high school. Her father and I have an affinity with moons and stars. Rosaline I feel in love with from the Romeoo and Juliet ( Read more... ) -
Stop Asking Me, Just Stop
I am not a mind-reader or an oracle. I do not know what I will do or won't do in the future. I only know what I know NOW and will not entertain ideas of who I'll love, who I may date, IF I will want to date in the future, what I'll feel comfortable with in terms of my burlesque performances, where my dream job will be, who I'll interact with, what ( Read more... ) -
I'm going to be doing a positive body PSA video
I'm trying to find the right words to come across as positive. I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job. Any feedback would be appreciated!
My name is Mercades, and I have acne, cellulite, stretch marks, permanent scars and saggy parts. I feel sad when I try on clothes and they don't seem to fit because of my big arms or when I have to wear make-up to ( Read more... )