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2023 - what is it going to look like?
The honest truth: I have no idea but this is the first time in a while that things have been so unclear to me-- I am usually a girl with some kind of organization, some kind of plan ( Read more... ) -
2023
Wow and hello. I do no expect anyone to be following me here but if you weirdly happen to be, welcome. I wish I could say I was diligently documenting the last few years-- and I have been, offline-- but I always felt like LJ has always been the cradle of my deepest thoughts. I started this LJ way back in high school and here I am now, in 2023, ( Read more... ) -
march is almost over
Just came back from a very reflective 5 days home, mainly for my mom's birthday. It was really hot in Manila, up to 44 deg and so that was weirdly hard on me. Spent the time with a low grade migraine. But also got a lot of ideas and really should list them down. Some of the time spend there was tough-- before I moved, I put everything in order and ( Read more... ) -
so probably i need to have some kind of post-it to remind me to blog
Ten days since the last entry and right now I am using this log entry post as a warm up for actual writing I have to do today. This week is the first week that my Ethics class is going into full independent study and E-learning mode and so there is much writing ahead of me. However, I have been doing a lot of writing, a combination of academic, ( Read more... ) -
i can't sleep
Ok, updates! I can't sleep because I was reading manga and I kind of strayed into psychological manga but ended up in Junji Ito territory, then I re-read Monster, one of my personal favorites and I burned through 18 volumes until it was literally 3-4 AM and after that I just had a hard time sleeping. Also, the kopi at kopitiam? SO cheap and so good ( Read more... ) -
writing like a beast
This week I spent writing like crazy, probably 80-20 in favor of personal work. It feels pretty good because prior to this, it wasn't flowing out as much as I would want. I always have ideas and I always write them down and then I stare at the list willing myself to start any of them, any of those ideas. Anyway, thanks to school and its hundreds of ( Read more... ) -
an inventory of fanfic wips that I have found on my hard drive
- a Les Amis Assassins AU, E/R, of course ( Read more... ) -
happy tuesday
Tuesday is my first day of school every week, so Saturday until I leave around 4 for campus is usually left for me to spiral through anywhere from loneliness to anxiety. But since I've picked up Livejournal again lately, I've also been sifting through old entries and posts! There was a time circa 2010 where I drew so much and so well but it was ( Read more... ) -
truth bombs
Sunday night. Sitting at my desk where I wanna be. But wait, this post isn't going to be a downer but when you're a sociable woman of means, with a circle of friends and everyone just wants to keep going out and doing this and that and running all over the city, sometimes you have to put your foot down and say, hey. Listen. Sometimes a hoe just ( Read more... ) -
interdisciplinary wotzit
Today's class in Interdisciplinary Thinking was so frustrating! On top of that I feel a little brain dead and somewhat tired as my sleep schedule continues to be fucked and I can never turn my brain off. Still, as usual today we opened class with a movie that we generally use as a case study (since my professor finds it boring to use regular/real ( Read more... )