That seems to be my anthem - and the most important thing to remember - in the last week or two.

I am unafraid.

I am lonely, and my heart hurts some days, but I am unafraid.  Whatever comes next can't be any worse than what I've seen lately.  I am not afraid to be alone, not afraid to sell my house, not afraid to sleep in a big bed by myself.

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I can't lie.  I really, really, really love fairs ( Read more... )

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Hi.

I am still around.  I am still struggling, and I want to write again.  I really MISS writing.

So.

I'll get on it.

I rarely ask you to do things, but...

could you do this?

http://kevan.org/johari?name=La0212

( what a little ray of sunshine she is... )

the first LCC baby to make it home to john's! asti's only 6 weeks now.. isn't she gorgeous? hopefully, when she sheds that baby coat, she will be dark palomino.. she has three socks in addition to that lovely blaze. and wait until you see her move..


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this year, i have learned how to be a person again. how to have feelings (even when i wished i didn't). how to practice compassion. how to help. how to care, and manage, and mediate. how to act on what i know is right. how to live by my morals - i always knew i had them for a reason. how to be open-minded. how to love. how to forgive ( ( Read more... )

and then i got engaged.

terrible cell phone pictures, but.. you get the idea.


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