well like i said its either the cape or florida. i looked at a place on the cape for 650 a month and its right on the other side of johns pond in mashpea. my dad can just drive the boat across the pond and pick me up to go to the summer place we have there. i can transfer to the falmouth walmart although i will need another job to also support ( Read more... )

boy things are definetly getting better. i met this guy who works in the mall that i work in and he is so charming. like that kind of guy that only comes around once or twice in your life. hes a pleasure to talk to and i have only seen him the past week and i feel like i have known him forever. i did take the semester off. i told paul that he was a ( Read more... )

well i should start off by saying i ended with matt. we just weren't together. he wasn't coming to see me an i just ddin't think he was putting any effort into what he should have been. he was starting to ignore me and we were to far apart. an i sure as hell wasn't moving down to georgia. on a more positive note...... i got a job at walmarts, and ( Read more... )

i am so in love. i burn and ache for this love everyday. when will it stop. i live in sheer agony. but i know it is only in my dreams that i am with you. when can it be real. i guess feelings are not the same on both sides i guess my pain will never subside. have you ever planned yor entire wedding day for it not to come true. do you know how that ( Read more... )

i miss all my friends at bsc. sandra, ade, brandon, emily, natalie, jackie, john, mike, ducky, mikey, kaitlin belli, oac, and everyone else. i never realized how much my life sucked. i have a job now but that aint fun. i might be moving way down to the cape. i get yelled at 24/7 by my aunt and uncle and my family. everyone thinks i am a screw up. ( Read more... )

well i have been ok. i am withdrawn from bsc but i will be going back full time in january. i am also getting an apartment hopefully on main street in bridgewater. there actually pretty nice apartments so i am hoping that works out. i am applying at the animal places and the movie theaters for a job i want to work full time cause i want things that ( Read more... )

my dad today is getting surgery on his arm. he wont be able to use it for a month an as it is my parents are poor. i am not going to hawaii although i am still going to florida in march an alaska in june an possibly new york in june also. my brother has been in the hospital for two days getting his stomache worked on. i am head over heels for some ( Read more... )

i didnt get the apartment but it was an unfair thing. i woke up this morning to snow on the ground. my uncles going to pick me up to go home. i absolutely am glad that i may be able to work out my school situation. classes still suck. i know have no fish they have all died. this is so sad. i dont want fish no more. tomorrow is thanksgiving. the ( Read more... )

i get my car insurance done and make it to the registry but then i get told there giving the apartment to some girl who has parents an a home. then i had to tell my aunt i had no place to liove in january when i no longer take full classes. i am going to be homeless but not uneducated. dss is going to leave an i wont have benifits because some girl ( Read more... )

still did not hear if i got the apartment yet. last night was oac last volleyball game thats so sad. i will miss volleyball even though i did not play. id like to play soccer again although i am a lot bigger now then i used to be. i am more out of shape. i also had jackie sleep over although it was a quiet night. i spoke to brandon but he was going ( Read more... )