my fish died i want another one. i cant believe i ran to the pet store with him in a cup and tried to save him. then he looked better but ended up dying anyways. caitlyn supposed to call me tongiht to let me know if i got the apartment. i did my hair all funky today. i have to go christmas shopping its going to be small and tight. brandons been ( Read more... )

classessuck. i cant find any affordable apartments and noone in my family wants me around and ihave to get allthe stuff out of my aunts house. i feel so sick. im cold and im bored. i am going to be a college failure but to my family its expected and wont be nothing new. ill end up living in a tent in the back yard of someones house. i want to ( Read more... )

i was supposed to be told if i got the apartment yesterday and i never heard back. my room is a mess. if anyone nows of a place i could go let me know. please!! i am desperate. busy week this week mall sunday volleyball sunday, monday counselling, iec event, fashion model, open mic too. then tuesday i have to go an see rachel to buy tickets, its ( Read more... )

my brother the other day yesterday told me not to call him no more. do you know how much that hurts to be told not to call the most important person in your life. it hurt me so bad the only person i am truly staying in massachusetts for. last night i went to bed at 4 cause i was watching the crow it was a greqat movie then i had a few crazy dreams ( Read more... )

someone else is looking at the apartment that i want before me. i am a little discouraged by that. i need to find a place to go becasue i withdrew from the college and im going to be kicked out of housing. my matt called me again last night and i got a new cell tonight. i really want this apartment its all i can afford right now. oac was fun last ( Read more... )

today i got up and took a shower then headed to the campus center!! i bumped into laurie and nick and then headed around with them then more people started showing up. then we left to go to blue hills. when we started going up it was very dark and kept getting darker and was wet and slippery. it was fun though even though jackie gave me the light ( Read more... )

i was getting ready to look at an apartment earlier and i was very excited we have like everything and its not expensive at all. i am so excited i just got finished looking at the apartment i might be moving too. i love it its cute and yes it is a little on the small cramped side but i am really excited and hoping to get it. the other girls that ( Read more... )

what makes me happy. i really dont knwo any more. i seem to be unhappy about everything these days. i like animals. especially seeing them in the wild. like coyotes, whales, racoons. one day this summer i sat with a racoon for 6 hours and in the end i touched its back before it ran away from me cause it heard kids coming. i loved working at the ( Read more... )

my matthew who has been living in georgia for quite some time now has repeatedly been ignoring me. i had loved him i guess and we met in high school. i was going out with his best friend and i was a softmore and we all hung out and they were seniors. then me and my boyfriend broke up and since then i been friends with matt. i still talk to my ex ( Read more... )

i went home this weekend the first time in such a long time. my brother got the heroscape game he wanted too. my aunt and i continue to argue all the time because she wants to control me and protect me. the dogs were home too. my room was dusty and our washer broke. went to my coisins baby shower. she looked great. im so happy for her and tory gets ( Read more... )