Sometimes if you cry hard enough you can actually feel your heart break. And when it breaks, hurting worse than anything, you just cry harder. Your heart heals over time but it'll just break again. That's what hearts do. It's midterm week here. I have two drafts due for FYC, a theology exam, and discussion papers and journals to turn in for ( Read more... )

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Sade murphy's LurgyCause:old library booksSymptoms:ability to fly, neck lengthening, coughing, dancingCure:psychiatry

So what's been going on. The weather is changing. The leaves are turning colors. I'm told this is autumn. Wow. Pretty cool. There's a spot that you can stand on South Quad where you can see Orion really well. This makes Notre Dame worthwhile. There's a washing machine that takes fifty cents instead of the normal dollar fifty in the laundry room. ( Read more... )

Sweet and Salty chex mix really rocks. I mean it's genius. but you didn't want to hear about that. hmmm...so lets see. I'm sorry that's all i have for now. I've got to do some laundry. I know *damn* those college students and their damned laundry.
i'll try again later

So another all nighter. I'm amazing. Today I didn't wake up and nothing changed, much like when I do wake up and things are still the same. So this has been my weekends: Planning to see bands at Legends, not feeling like getting dressed, not going to Legends, waiting for my darling to be online, talking to him but before then trying so hard not to ( Read more... )

you should just ask me

WTF. I've been up since 8am yesterday...WTF. finished the first draft of my FYC paper at least but man really what the hell is up. Notre Dame what's wrong with you. Michigan what's wrong with you...football at 11am on a saturday. Not happening. 11am tomorrow smurph will be in bed in bed in bed. i'm delirious i'm insane and shaking. i am going to ( Read more... )

Just so you know that question has absolutely nothing to do with this entry. It is merely a random question that serves as a title to distract you. How clever. Yeah sure ( Read more... )

Right now in this hour in this minute in this time (what is time?) I can be free to question myself and free to be unhappy. But then again I'm not free. I have myself so trained that I can't even cry when I hurt, I can't even sob properly. So now I am nineteen. Last year to be a teenager but not the first year I've been an adult, not even the ( Read more... )

My alaere arm didn't go off. Pokey's on flat. I'm wearing flip flops. I didn't finish my FYC reading or rhetorical analysis. I have to take Self Defense, Fitness and Contemporary Topics this semester for PE. I just realized that in the rush to get out this morning I didn't put on any deorderant. Today has just turned out to be all around not good ( Read more... )