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my status
Ive been so depressed recently. I dont know why i write in here anymore. Im 30 now. Im just waiting to die i think. I feel like im wasting away. my family worries about me. I dont think i have much left. I will never commit suicide but I just have not felt well. My lifestyle and eating habits are terrible. I feel like a rat in a cage. I ( Read more... ) -
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Ive been feeling really good recently. The long road trip that I took across Canada and the NOrthern part of the states was awesome. Ill post pictures on here later ( Read more... ) -
Life in General
I don't know. I feel strange. I am not sad. I just think. I am so different than who I was several years ago ( Read more... ) -
New Faces
I met someone new. SUperhot and even sweeter. Nice, and honest. WIth an edge to her if she is betrayed. I DOn't know tho. I am tired of being someone's rebound. She was with her last bf 2 and a half years. Then they went into this middle "weird" phase. That ended last month. I don't think she is ready. I am ( Read more... ) -
Grandmother
My grandmother is in intensive care. SHe had a seizure and a heart attack. SHe was dead for 5 minutes and they brought her back. I got my sister's message after I got back from work. I drove to montclair to see her in the hospital. She was unresponsive to everyone but me. I asked her if she could hear me and she shook her head yes and opened ( Read more... ) -
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I really miss my mom. A lot. I've been feeling so depressed recently. I had a 7 month relationship that ended about two months ago. I wrote this LOONG thing about it. Its still marked private cause its not done. I may just post it as public ( Read more... ) -
NIGTHMARE
I had a nightmare last night. After the block party at Yonnies ( Read more... ) -
THerapy (Lyrics)
MOMYou left me all alone, you were my anchor my heart of stone ( Read more... )