my status
Ive been so depressed recently. I dont know why i write in here anymore. Im 30 now. Im just waiting to die i think. I feel like im wasting away. my family worries about me. I dont think i have much left. I will never commit suicide but I just have not felt well. My lifestyle and eating habits are terrible. I feel like a rat in a cage. I dont have to motivation to even go out anymore. I just sit here and hate myself more and more everyday. I dont really know what to do about it. I dont understand happy people. I am not one of those. I dont even smile anymore. Not that I ever really did. Well im done for now. Ill go back to hating myself now.
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