I've realized something in this world. You can't please anyone no matter what you do. ya know, me and Mike both work hard, very hard, and no matter what, his parents suck. No matter what, we don't have time for our friends. It really does suck. I wish I had more time for friends and going out, but it's like right now at work, I'm trying to get ( Read more... )

Ugh. Me and Mike had a tiny fight today. Over his parents. Go figure. I hate them. Seriously hate them. Tonight, Mikes dad took his car to go wherever after I paid to put gas in it with MY MONEY!!!! Fucking pissed. I hate them so much. I'm so tired of my parents doing everything they can to help us out, and his mom and dad are just lazy pieces of ( Read more... )

I hate people. Seriously. The people that come into Circuit City are truly dumb. Enough said ( Read more... )

I'm so hurt right now. I feel like I've lost someone so special to me. I want to cry, but I know it's pointless. They are useless tears. Ones that I've cried before. He was so special to me. More special than anyone will ever know. Forever will he have a piece of my heart ( Read more... )

I have been updating a whole lot lately. I guess because there has been so much on my mind. Yesterday I finally gave Jeff his ring back. That was painful, I think for the both of us. It's so hard to have a connection with someone, and yet, your realize that your just not into it as much as you once thought. Now that persons heart bleeds, and it's ( Read more... )

Life these past few days has been great. Me and Mike are finally back to normal. I love that. I didn't realize just how much I really missed him. I missed everything about him. I love him so much, and life is just so much simpler knowing that he is always going to be there. Im just glad that we finally have our life straight. It's great having ( Read more... )

This week has seriously been the week from hell. Mike got fired from Circuit City. That alone was completely scary. The thought of us not being able to make our bills was so frightening. But thankfully, Dad came to the rescue and got Mike into his work. Mike will now be making 11.27 an hour....Sweet! It doesn't sound like a whole lot of money, but ( Read more... )

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Well right about now I really hate my life. Jeff is mad at me, Mike is mad at me. Everyone is just mad at me. I don't really know why Jeff is mad at me, I know why Mike is though. So thats one down. Everything is just such a mess. I don't even know how I feel anymore. How am I supposed to feel? Is it possible to really love two people? I don't know ( Read more... )