I hate my life
Well right about now I really hate my life. Jeff is mad at me, Mike is mad at me. Everyone is just mad at me. I don't really know why Jeff is mad at me, I know why Mike is though. So thats one down. Everything is just such a mess. I don't even know how I feel anymore. How am I supposed to feel? Is it possible to really love two people? I don't know? I've never had that problem. If there wern't so many feelings involved this would be a lot easier. But everyone's feelings are involved. Most importantly...Mine. I am way more involved with Jeff than I ever intended to be. I have a lot more feelings towards him than I ever intended as well. And it hurts. It hurts when I am with Mike and I am thinking about Jeff, and it hurts when I am with Jeff and I think about Mike. And neither of them are making it very easy on me at all...everything is just a fucking mess!!!!!