ok so lets see, whats going on? too many things. so many things are happening, so many bad, too few good. but what the hell who cares right. at least i'm not dead. maybe i should start from the beginning ( Read more... )

In showing myself Hell, I went to Heaven. In evoking death, I could feel alive. By confronting myself with horror, I was freed to celebrate joy. By confirming my sense of hoplessness and sorrow, I was led to freedom. Or at least I tried all of this...

my life has also fliped right around. The changes are coming fast, sometimes being to unbearable. ( Read more... )

everythings going to be okay. things are fine, and i realised a lot. see, lifes horrible. everything surrounding us is a piece of shit, and there's nothing we can do about it. But you know what, who really gives a shit. Yeah lifes a bitch, but hey just enjoy the time you have. you got one shot at it, do it right. have a little fucking fun. what i ( Read more... )

There are so many people in jail because of the addiction to gambling that something needs to be done to address the problem. I feel that pot could help in getting people off their addictions.
Now you might ask why would i say something like that. Well, look at what pot has to offer. It's physically a nonaddictive substance with the power to alter ( Read more... )

My whole week as been so good. I'm stuck right in the middle of 2 amazing weekends. last weekend was great. no doubt about it.  However, i'm basically really looking forward for this weekend. well, my weekend has already started. it started when the bell rang for end of school.

tonight i'm going to keely's with megan and we're making some brownies ( Read more... )

i've grown farther apart from the world around me. maybe its for the better..maybe not. i know i've changed a lot in the last few months. A LOT and so fast. i have my few close friends who i love to death. however, they way i see it is that i remain alone in society and everyone can just go fuck themslef. i don't really give a shit about what you ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween

fuck that man. doesn't even feel like halloween. maybe because my last 4 nights have been the same as tonight. Although, tonight, was a special occasion. Where fire crackers were exploading in my ears all night, till i was deaf. props to justin for that. my feet froze, my legs were shaking and i was completely soaked; maybe jumping ( Read more... )

woah.

last night was fun. if only i could explain my drunkenness to the lucky ones i ran into last night.

woah. what a night to remember.

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.Choose leisure wear and matching ( Read more... )

In the dice game of life, who gets the last roll?

No one lives forever, in fact we all die

And like he said, it's a wicked world we live in