1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

GOOD JOB. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU HAVE ACHIEVED AN IDEAL OF BEAUTY ( Read more... )

why are dreams so terrifying ( Read more... )

i feel that things in my life are starting to twist in another direction. a direction im more than happy to see them go in. in many ways im still a sad sad little human. but everything seems worth salvaging. i picked up the guitar again. i realize what a genius i can be sometimes. i can make jokes in public... i dont want to hide anymore. i smoke ( Read more... )

keep it simple dear ( Read more... )

in ten minutes i have to go to campus to meet with my group about our presentation on tuesday. i have decided to focus on art that responds to gold mining life in the serra pelada, brazil. we are going to get our powerpoints together, figure out an opening statement to relate all of our works together, and hopefully that's gonna be it ( Read more... )

Falling in love ruined my life. I'm a total failure as a student and an artist. As a human, I'm pretty normal and it sucks. I cry all the time, like a huge baby. I have gained weight, because I'm made out of failure. Falling in love made me into a regular, bland, normal asshole. I'm just like everyone else now ( Read more... )

also, everything i used to love does not feel like it belongs to me anymore.
i want to freeze in the woods
because i cant sing

three things that will help me get my life back on track

music
black hole of the library
gym

or to put it quite basically
never being at home.

being a good student is harder than ever... maybe because, in general, being a human is hard work. im sleepy, overfed, underenergized, i might smell bad, i want to read the newspaper ( Read more... )