Day off. Smoking. Fucking. Eating junk food. Just had a badass orgasm. Went to nyc for 2.5 days. Did a lot but need more time :)

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A wedding would embarrass me. And no one would come. I dont have any bridesmaids or guests in mind.
Hope that changes one day.
Theres a lot of scheming on this show. And fantastic elements where the rules are established but you learn of exceptions.

Im new. I might get hired as a prn nurse. She'll get back to me. Im excited!! And real nervous but ( Read more... )

Sophisticated brutality

Watching true blood
Bill is a vampire vegan
Drinking synthetic blood sounds gross
Its bland false theres no life.
"do you see what kind of torture animals go through?"
Id hate to be a crop. To see giant blades cut down generations of my family and harvested.

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Im easy. She apologized. Havent had sex yet because something about fighting just pisses me off and isis remembers everything!
Amy went to wrestlemania. Just me true blood and paul. And my notes. I have six left i didnt count how many were racked up. (24)

I ordered a pizza and wings... Saying fuck it! Im on one!!!!

I have felt bland lately. What do ( Read more... )

Amy started a fight with me last night because i dominate and am "macho" and she HATES that about me.
She also said im not vulnerable to her or that i resent it. I said i am up to a point but i dont want to lose myself. I think that offended her... Nothing was resolved she was drunk and annoying.

I need to get back on the saddle. Havent been to the ( Read more... )

Shes not texting or playing games (zynga) with me.
I dunno why im worried but i am :/. She usually answers texts. I havent done anything so maybe she has?? Useless to speculate but my imagination fills in details.

Prolly go see friends with kids by myself tonight. I like jennifer westdfelt.
Kissing jessica stein was awesome.

Drank last night and ( Read more... )

She hasn't answered in 6 hours possibly more. I ignored her to prove a point. I don't need her ti get through my day.
Been thinking of buying a shotgun. Lately ive been not able to fall asleep bc im afraid of someone raping/killing me. I watch porn to masturbate and fall asleep. Prolly not productive.
Made plans w isabel

Need her non flirting o give ( Read more... )

Ran into morgan from poetry slam and broken puppy fame. It was random and cool and of course she doesnt have a phone so i cant be like hey lets meet up. It was cool o do something unexpected and judt say fuck it im going.
Me and dawn old people club hopped luthers, looked into the saint, went to essence, then to sparkys and split.
Then i went to ( Read more... )

Been exercising everyday, except for 2 days i had to do my notes.
I think ive lost 3 pounds in 2 weeks. Extrapolated In 6 weeks if i keep up my weight loss i could lose 9#!!!
ive been eating better: skinless chicken, lean meat, veggies (broccoli who are you kidding), salad, no cookie dough, no cookies, cakes, jamba juice, starbux, chips.
Still ( Read more... )

Amy asked me if i like straight clubs less and i said my preference is gay clubs.
In straight ones im cool but i dont dress girly and i feel all eyes on me if i kiss Amy. I ignore it of course but its not the type of attention i want. But then again i hate that theres a section for the gays. Why cant we just party too? I was thinking its harder for ( Read more... )