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Amy asked me if i like straight clubs less and i said my preference is gay clubs.
In straight ones im cool but i dont dress girly and i feel all eyes on me if i kiss Amy. I ignore it of course but its not the type of attention i want. But then again i hate that theres a section for the gays. Why cant we just party too? I was thinking its harder for gay men to be out and about but on the other side if a guy says im gay ppl believe him. They dont say u just havent had the right pussy!
Things have been cool. In two days ill have been a nurse for a month.
I want ppl to get off my back about getting another job. Im applying and not getting anywhere yet.
Facebook is poisonous bc i see that Jody from school is working pediatric er! I couldnt even get an interview and we've had the same experience... As i type i realize that she was a cna first but still wtf!!!
Ive been working out and staying on top of my work. Fucking amy like we just met :)
She had been saying i didnt want ti spend time, but every time we did she would bitch about something and then id be a yes dear and get on my own nerves. We are better now til it happens again.
Love my life
Love my family
Even the weather though its entirely too hot for march!
Quarter of the year gone already... Bananas.
Get urges to chop off all my hair and see what i look like. Ppl dont understand sometimes that u just want another reality. If you dont stay the way u are youre schizophrenic.
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