Psychiatrists never worked for me, they were ok I just think the method of me telling them my history and then them bridging current issues with the past and making me cry didn't do it for me. Just made me sadder ( Read more... )

I love my girlfriend! She's the person I'm supposed to be with. Thoughts come and go but she's the filter (weirdly enough) that I think things through.
She's my best friend, fantastic lover and we get each other.
I love you Amy. I love you babe :)

I have a bad habit of sabotaging and embarrassing myself especially when it comes to you. You cross my mind quite a bit and have more so lately. I miss talking to you and making fun of whatever job or romantic situation that you find yourself in. Maybe it's my ego that keeps me thinking back to someone that obviously does not want me to contact her ( Read more... )

I should not loan out money.
Be who you are: people want me dead because: im a woman, im black, im gay. Trifecta! I cant worry about them.
Respect yourself.
Tell people how you feel about them, good or bad.
Be polite unless theyre rude.
Get a specialty and make yourself indispensable as possible.
Have a plan B.
Learn from your past and look ( Read more... )

my weight is creeping back up but its my own doing. i made myself twinkie with melted butter and cookie dough ice cream on top yesterday. yeah--- thats fatty as fuck and im not proud of it ( Read more... )

Its mostly stopping yourself from giving dumb shit any more brain cells. Its a hard habit to break but not impossible.

Its my own fault. I stopped talking to isabel bc she became a source of stress. I go months without talking to steve for fights i dont remember, though he has been more irritating after getting with his gf. 40 bucks isnt a lot but its the fucking principle. Any other acquaintance is busy, or has a family, or lives elsewhere. I hang out with Alexis ( Read more... )

I wanna be the drummer thats way too into it, biting my lip.
Feeling it!

I shouldnt do things to be thanked. I do things because its the right thing. I always get the urge to tell people how much of an inconvenience or remind them that im NOT complaining to get some recognition. I dont like that about myself.
Good but unproductive weekend. Alaia had a party and alexis, amy and I spent the night :)
Stayed up til 3!!

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Amy knows me
Fight
Hardcore drugs
Talk to everyone
Call ur exes
I know you!

She does! And loves me anyway :)

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