Ive been missing her a lot lately. The one that hurt me the best. Who has ignored a fb msg, a text yesterday, a text a couple months ago.
I dont really understand why theres any twinge of emotion anymore. She was such a bitch and obviously doesnt want me to contact her. I dunno i just want to talk to her. I miss her. But its super crazy, i dont ( Read more... )

Amy gives great head, jesus i thought i could speak arabic when she was through! Whew! We're happy. Im in love!!!

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Ill be 28 in 11 days. Its that magical time in your life where you arent that young but old enough to be respected.
I need to just bite the bullet and quit my job. Working for the family business, unless you own it, fucking sucks. There i said it. I have a bad attitude i suck i suck suck suck. I dont but fuck man. Im a grunt. No authority. Everyone ( Read more... )

"i have black ppl in my family tree... He's still hanging there"
Uproarious laughter. Im one of 1.5 black people present.
I started crying. For the first time in a long time i got my feelings hurt. I couldnt stay. I shouldve done this or that. But all i did was call my sister and cry... It snuck up on me.
"a black coworker said they do everything ( Read more... )

Had a dream i was in class on a skyscraper rooftop and it wasnt level (we could slide off if we didnt balance the weight). We all escaped by taking the stairs down.
Then i read someones opinion on my hair and that it was annoying to watch me comb it out (danielle, the short asian one).
Then i was with any in a big house and the wall fell off the ( Read more... )

My sex drive is nonexistent right now. I fucked Amy on saturday and got excited lol but was perfectly fine not getting any.

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Got pre written up at work
Got lazy about working out/ eating right
Now im getting shit done!
Worked out w Lex and went to GNC to get preworkout and protein shakes.
If i want it i have to work!
Oh and i finally applied ti UTA! RN To BSN! :)
Im excited because if i get that i can be done for a while and have my bachelors degree (bare minimum really to ( Read more... )

Amy got a ticket on her way home and a flat and was generally irritable.

Meanwhile i have to work on saturday morning. Havent been to the gym in two days and just generally annoyed with work and feeling disconnected from all three of my parents. Darren - no. Mom- all we talk about is her pending divorce or school. Dad- has trouble expressing ( Read more... )

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. Amy found my google search of how to get over someone. I felt like i was caught doing something wrong. I just needed to figure out how to get over someone who treats me like shit. It not romantic just... Once i attach myself its hard to let go for friends or otherwise. I didnt wan to talk amys ear off ( Read more... )

Every one is moving on with their lives. Im going to stop looking back.
I look at others. I see where they are,

I should stop imagining what could have been. There are no riches there only dust. Shapes and carcasses of memories.

Its gone. Start remembering new things. You can only clear the air so many times before it becomes a vacuum.

Let her go. ( Read more... )