Clearly i have not updated in a long time. there are different reasons for that and some matter, most do not ( Read more... )

Life has been absolutely crazy. i know i haven't updated this in forever and a day and a big part of that is there have been some serious struggles between my Master and i. for a while i really thought things were over. On His end then on mine. it felt almost as though we were both putting in all of the effort and it just wasn't matching up.

we've ( Read more... )

this weekend has just flown by. which is good as i haven't heard from Him yet. i miss Him terribly ( Read more... )

i'm getting to the point of worried and annoyed. well.. i think i passed annoyed last night ( Read more... )

i'm feeling like a fool. i'm feeling sad and alone. i'm feeling like things could and should be a lot different tonight. i kinda want to be under the stars in His arms and where am i? sitting here typing feeling ... wah wa wah ( Read more... )

i have the house to myself.. first time in god knows how long. i'm so fucking horny. i have the apartment to myself until the 14th at the minimum so far... the possibilities are dancing around in my head. the things my Sir can do to me, the things my Sir can let me do.

He can diaper me, He can use me, He can lounge with me here. my tits hurt so bad ( Read more... )

This is one of my absolute fave colours which.. is pretty apropriate for this post. i'm in a fabulous mood.

i know i haven't updated in a while.. life has been kind of hectic. mostly just working lots and dealing with roommate drama... fun fun, eh? Things with Master have been going well. We havent' gotten much of a chance to see each other lately, ( Read more... )

The day before last was a shit day. i woke up to shit. i worked thru shit. and then my plans with Master fell thru. it sucked. hardcore. i was very very angry. Not at Him, because i know it wasn't His fault ... but at the situation. that made me angry. i hadn't  seen Him in three weeks and a day. that and i've been feeling needy. so it really ( Read more... )

god i feel soo sad ( Read more... )

i'm feeling sad. very sad. i'm sure i'm just overreacting as i usually do ( Read more... )