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nickx

You know what....

Maybe i might not be one of the ones who trawls through life, finds someone, then lives happily ever after. Maybe i'm one of the small minority. The ones who just can't take this shit anymore. The ones who give up before everything gets worse. Just like it did the time before, and the time before that, and so on.

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hope everyone's alright

x nick x

i thought the fights were over

i thought everything was alright

but now it's broken and

everything that you said to me

adds to this insecurity

don't know where to begin

don't know how to pretend

feeling empty and lonely

emotion has ceased to exist

in me and now there's

nothing inside of me

but a longing and apathy

i need you next to me

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you know, i'm sure "love" meant something once.

Fuck you and fuck your attitude.

This bullshit doesn't cut it my friend.

Build yourself up and you fall harder.

You're just scared

so cut the shit and face it,

i'm more than you'll ever be.

Does it hurt to know?

Does it hurt to know?

It hurts more than you hurt me.

You don't control me, you don't know me.

You don't scare me

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(person 1):
"close my eyes
pull my heart strings
pour my tears from your hands
'connections are never easy,' you said
empty words
empty soul
I believe that we are afraid of one another"
(person 2):
"and I, I believe that you have died within me"
...I fade from myself
I miss you again
I fade from myself
I miss you again...again
(what have we got?)
bloody broken ( Read more... )

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