*unfinished*
i thought the fights were over
i thought everything was alright
but now it's broken and
everything that you said to me
adds to this insecurity
don't know where to begin
don't know how to pretend
feeling empty and lonely
emotion has ceased to exist
in me and now there's
nothing inside of me
but a longing and apathy
i need you next to me
so we can start over again
and i hope that someday you will find me
the way you want me, the way you need me
and we can sit where we always used to
and talk about when we were more than friends
but right now, i'm empty
i hope that you're not hurting as much as me
the only thing that i want
is for you to be with me tonight
- it needs a chorus, and i wanna put the line "fuck growing up, i'll die young" in there somewhere, but yeah.
i'll get it finished when i can.
nick