thinking
You know what....
Maybe i might not be one of the ones who trawls through life, finds someone, then lives happily ever after. Maybe i'm one of the small minority. The ones who just can't take this shit anymore. The ones who give up before everything gets worse. Just like it did the time before, and the time before that, and so on.
I know people make it through things, but i don't know if i can. I really don't. And i'm not searching for comments saying "I love you Nick, you'll be fine" or any of that crap.
Wake up. This shit's reality. Reality is, you all know i can't cope and you all know there's no single thing stopping it all getting so much worse, all over again.
I'm sorry, but the time where Nick gives up might be a lot sooner than you all think.
I apologise for making such an angry post, and it's not directed at anybody, so don't take it personally. I just felt that i needed to say that.
Nick.