I've been seeing this little bird quite often when I go outside. OK, yes, I am bird obsessed. I admitted as such yesterday ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, and like it usually does, the restful sleep that I got has magically restored me to feeling much more like myself. Yeah, I'm still feeling a teeny bit wounded, but overall, I'm just moving forward and trying not to get any more stuck in that crap. Not everyone on the planet has to like me, will like me, etc...and as much as ( Read more... )

Nothing gets my panties all in a bunch as much as someone telling me that they think I am having "an episode". I'm not talking people who are concerned and truly, sincerely care about my welfare...I am speaking mainly of folks who are angry that I am not doing what they want me to do, so obviously, I must be having "an episode". Equally irritating ( Read more... )

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that I am full of mac n' cheese and I am watching the board of elections site as it gets refreshed every 5 minutes or so. I took a very unplanned nap this afternoon after a suprisingly gut/heart wrenching therapy session which left me kind of feeling tired so I've probably messed up my night ( Read more... )

"Grief is depression in proportion to circumstance; depression is grief out of proportion to circumstance ( Read more... )

Hm. I've been thinking of finally starting a blogger blog. I'm not entirely sure that the world needs to read my particular brand of wisdom (if it is to be called wisdom...this fumbling around for solid ground thing I do). I doubt that I would ever leave LJ ( Read more... )

Well, its Friday and here I sit trying to pull myself together for another day. I am trying to see the beauty in each moment, which, as I am sure you can imagine, is no easy task when you are not feeling well. I have vowed to begin trying to meditate before and after work each day and began this morning just by sitting in quiet contemplation at the ( Read more... )

Growth. Change. Evolution. I guess they all add up to the same thing for me. And the moment I stop to look I am shocked to see just how much is different in my life. In me. Little things like how I seem to no longer enjoy the types of foods I used to, and how much more clearly I am seeing the world around me, and how much more able I am to make ( Read more... )

I am so over these bad dreams that seem to plague me each and every night. They are ridiculous and horrific and I wish I knew how to combat them in a way that did not make me wake up ( Read more... )