rocking fucking shit man! I have had about the most coolest last 2 days ever, considering I havent hung out with any of my usual friends, I havent talked to my pumpkin and I dont really have any money!

tonight kevin,marcia,ginger,and I are going to go to colorado cafe I think (hope) <--- damn that word! anyway I got some pics left on the ( Read more... )

ok so I had  bitch_trash and fairydistortion  as house guests last night.... and TONIGHT also.  We talked and had a pretty good time.  I felt bad because I got told, all the way from england, "no one can be in the house when you are not there!" so I had to ask them to leave at 7 am.  well we only went to bed a 230 or so, so it was a long night you could say.  I had some ( Read more... )

Alot has been said about how to prevent rape ( Read more... )

so I told my sister I was going to have some people I met stay over at the house for a couple nights. this morning I get a call from england. its my mother, "you cant have anyone in the house if you are not there!" well that sucks, I cant lie to my mother (anymore) and SO I have to say "you can stay, but you have to leave at 7 am, and you cant ( Read more... )

OK so today work really sucked.. RICK the little bitch is getting promoted. I told Kent "if you give him anymore responsibility, he will NEVER DO ANYTHING" as it is he was on the phone for 4 hours today. sat in a car and watched me do 3 people's jobs, sprayed the front driveway with a garden hose for an hour and a half, while we were busy, and then ( Read more... )

You're naturally studious about romance, carefully examining all the aspects of a given situation. Right now, though, you'll need to use a different part of your brain and look for what's going on beneath the surface ( Read more... )

I went to the slam last night. I had to leave, I hate this but, lots of people re-read stuff they were not happy about from the previous week, and it kept reminding ME about what I was not happy about. FUCK THAT they get a redo but I have to live with the decisions made. well I left, everyone I talked to kept making me wish I were somewhere else ( Read more... )

well, last weekend I thought I was in a great place, together, on track, clearly going in a specific direction. today I see so much work I need to do to get myself there! HA life, life is.........something else ( Read more... )

 I had come on here to make a thanksgiving message for all to see, but I checked my mail first, and I found an entry from someone I met only yesterday, who is a friend of a friend.  She shared some poetry with me, powerful things, familliar things, painful things.  I started to think about how I would (probably did) write those kind of things, even ( Read more... )

well lots has changed to say the least, between right now, and last night, I am perhaps unrecogniseable as the same person. first, yesterday was one of my worst days ever, since I have been "sober" and happy anyway. I felt like I was being ignored,to my face, not a pretty sight.lol Any way I finally decided that I had to go for a drive, ( Read more... )