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seven teen
ok, so I have recently gotten .... just wow, overwhelmed I guess you could say. I was doing ok with trying to get over the last "relationship" I had. I have been talking to Sofia almost daily. I still talk to sherri but we have definately cooled down, we are great friends, but I think she has changed her mind about any sort of relationship. We ( Read more... ) -
ok. better late than never.
... before anyone says anything, I AM NOT that guy. I signed up on a "dating" site, seeing as how my last 2 (serious) girlfriends walked out and refused to give me an explination of why, and the people I meet "out at night" are really either horribly pathetic, or majorly whores. I decided I would try a different approach. I never considered the ( Read more... ) -
late.. it says 3 weeks.. sorry to anyone who actually looks at this!
So my life has been crazy.. I have been doing the ... well, i don't even know what to call it. I don't ACTUALLY have multiple girlfriends, but I have been in whAT I would call constant flirtatious contact with 3 women. I was at the same sitituation before I put people off to be with my ex. I am not a "polyamorus" guy, AT ALL. I AM NOT IN A ( Read more... ) -
So I had to get nudged to do this. thanks
wow where to start? I guess at the beginning. I feel pretty good, my new mouse actually works. When I go down it does too, my old one would go left instead. I started a FACE BOOK page.. So far it is mostly only my family, but I have maybe 6 people who are not. I think it will be cool to keep up with my extended family, without any real effort ( Read more... ) -
update!!
ok so i got a new mouse! have been talking to some new people, been feeling better about life in general, and decided to try this thing. it is the yahoo pingbox!
http://wgweb.msg.yahoo.com/badge/Pingbox.swf" width="575" height="300" flashvars="wid= ( Read more... ) -
puke puke then thank god i didn't have this child
so I was up all night and in order to stay awake today I have been doing everything i can think of. one of which happened to be read my "diary" from this last year. i found two times where "SHE" was "worried" about being pregnant, but from other people. i think of everything i did and gave to her and i feel like a bitch. she basically took my ( Read more... ) -
why don't you gentelmen have a pepsi?
holy hell i can't sleep at all. i dont even know what to do, my cats are even sleeping. i guess i thought about posting another deal about how much fun i am not having, but i decided to look here instead. life.. hah right., anyway, it sucks being up at almost 3 am and bored, and i almost want to go upstaird and kick in the door and murder my ( Read more... ) -
things are proceding as planned.
i got my new meds, today.. hopefully they will be enough of a boost to get me out of my current funk. I feel like i almost need to totally start over, but i also think i am at a point where either everything will fall in to place here in the next few weeks or totally fall apart. I am hoping that the new meds will hepl me keep motivated enough to ( Read more... ) -
feelings, scared, worthless, and worrying about my future?
i went to the avs game with mom and sister yesterday. had fun, except they lost.. ate at the market. was totally amazed that they both had never heard of the place. i used to go there when i was like 15 but the best was seeing my mom rocking out to rage against the machine at the game. i was laughing so hard and mom was all "what?" and i looked ( Read more... ) -
fucking whore, or thank god!?
so I have been trying to get my house key back from the girl i spent most of this year with, today i finally got it, but she didn't answer the phone when i called to ask about my key, then she texted me after listening to my voice mail " your key is on the door in an envelope" so after all the things we have done and been through, she can't even ( Read more... )