so for nearly a year i had been seeing this awesome girl that i went to high school with.  i had a really great summer, unfortunatley about two weeks ago she tells me she is pregnant from another guy, and that pretty much ended "us" so the last couple weeks i have been pretty upset trying to come to terms with the whole sit.  almost everyone i have ( Read more... )

wow so i don't know where to start.  my last internet connection is too long ago. yes KEVIN< AND MARCIA if she is still around... i hope..... i am ALIVE and i am well. i don't have the house anymore any i have had 3 relationships since then. 2 of the women are still my friends, which is great, i have minimal friends to begin with but to be able to ( Read more... )

this is probably going to be one of my last entries for a while. I didnt get my new job, and am moving to an apartment where I will not have net access for a while, and I have to work like all the time to afford to live there. so I will be checking my email at the library when I can and if I have time left logging on here. thanks for everything ( Read more... )

well, I have a new resolution now, not to lose my cat! my parents have asked me to move out by the first of feb.  I have no car, I am in a financial bind because of the court costs.  My sister has threatened to SUE me. Unfortunately I may have to leave colorado just to keep my cat! he is really my only concern right now!  My sister, a few days ago ( Read more... )

NEW YEAR ( Read more... )

good morning have this!

Vague commitments, wavering allegiances, personal uncertainty and other wishy-washy circumstances aren't cutting it with you, especially romantically. You need a firm stance.

thanks yahoo, I never could have told myself this..... please!

ok, first FROYA, I am so sorry, that really sucks ( Read more... )

life at the edge

I finally think I drank my demon into submission lastnight. I as soo sick of being blind to myself.  I have spent many nights walking home recently, ask seth vince or rick! the longest one was from evans and broadway!  I get to this point where EVERYONE makes me so sick I can not be around them, and since I have not been driving I ( Read more... )

wow, been a few days since i've been on here I guess. my family is here and it is hard to stay in the house these days. I have met 2 VERY interesting people this last week(women) I feel...... not so much pain when I think about HER now. which is still all the time. I ran into a friend of mine from HS and he is recently OUT of jail and is quickly ( Read more... )

first this ( Read more... )