If I am a shield,
and you are a sword
we have a confusing battle,
there is no reward

You thrust towards me,
an unsigned contract
you want what's beyond me,
and not our contact

I causally exist,
because you're there
but I am a barrier,
your affiliate of warfare

I'm not here for personal pursuit,
Tell me what to be
if not just for you?

what a dichotomy
that i'm louder than your bomb
hearing what i want to hear
and that's nothing at all

i am bones
and you are skin
the rest i've hollowed from within
my organs are carved
my fiber is slew
i've emptied myself out
to fill it with you

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wrote a break up letter to my band.

one down.

only i know what feels right.
confrontations never feel right, but i know it is.

bottled up feelings and buckled up thoughts, are you ready to set yourself free from my body?

no major feelings.

just a dark cloud over me/
tired bones.
disappointment.

we'll see how this week turns out.

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