Apr 02, 2009 00:39
my own insecurity and feelings of inferiority haunt me.
i want so badly
-to be good at something
-to be loved
-to be understood
-to be the best at all art
i reach for the moon, land on a star, get pricked in the butt with its points, and sulk in my disappointment.
i am not proud of this.
i try to hide it.
oops, i guess i've stopped hiding it.
i feel like a really suck on a fairly frequent basis, and pander for validation.
i can't take criticism, man.
i feel so dumb.
oh blogging, how you make me emo.
i will delete this tomorrow.
i imagine i will feel better by then.