i realized my last post sounded kinda bad. For anyone who was planning the cops or whatnot, to clarify, I am not suicidal, just not going to be posting anymore of these.

i'm pretty sure this will be my last entry. so yea...bye

pissed off

Yea, while since i last updated. I finally understand math, which is cool - derivatives. Backtracked on what I want to do carreer-wise. Need to perfect my schedule for next year cuz i won't be able to change it. Also need to take SAT's again and take ACT's for first time. Also gotta finish up my NHS credit hours and submit them ( Read more... )

I've become everything I once stood against and it bothers the shit out of me.

School grades are definetely picking up - all but math. I'm just really not good at it. I think I need a tutor ( Read more... )

I need to find out what i'm gunna do about math. I'm not good at it. I think I might take 4bc pass/fail, then just double up on an english next year and just not take math. I'm not sure about either yet. Gotta talk to councelor. It just leads to the bigger problem of time management issues, which ever the more prevalent ( Read more... )

Whether intentionally or not, someone helped me realize the other day, that did not just occur to me for the first time, but it was the first time that it really clicked. We only live once, and to just go on leaving issues unsettled and being pissed at poeple, is no way to live that time. I've decided that for the next couple weeks I'm going to ( Read more... )

minus one unresolved issue today i was in a really good mood. it was nice

Was that two or three fingers? Way to be subtle...(no one will get this but 2 people and it's not a sexual reference)

I find myself at a crossroads between making sure my friends are happy or furthing my own happiness. Though my point of veiw may not be the same, I'm not prepared to lose any more of my closest friends than I already have. So, I'm putting my foot down here and now to preserve the friendships I have left. I apologize to whom this affects. You know ( Read more... )