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Whether intentionally or not, someone helped me realize the other day, that did not just occur to me for the first time, but it was the first time that it really clicked. We only live once, and to just go on leaving issues unsettled and being pissed at poeple, is no way to live that time. I've decided that for the next couple weeks I'm going to attempt to come to terms with anyone and everyone I'm having problems with, solve the problem, and just move on with life. It is so childish and immature to waste my time holding grudges, and even more so to just ignore the issue completely. If I know that I did everything I could to try to resolve issues that come between me and other poeple and show some human decency, then I will be able to sleep at night being content with myself. If the person on the other end isn't willing to devote some time to solving the problem, then they are not worth my time.
It's been my motto for as long as I can remember to confront people with whatever is bothering me. Lately I've been falling behind in that practice, and even though I know everyone is guilty of it to at least some extent, it does not make it right. Talking shit to other people about what another person is doing that is pissing me off solves nothing.
I’m at about in my life where I’m being very objective. It's an awesome feeling. I’m only worrying about the important stuff and don’t really care a whiole lot about what others think of me; as long as I know I made the effort to do all I could to do the right thing. I'm also clamping down on my procrastination problem.
Games project is finally over. Sixteen page paper....whew. So happy I'm never going to need to worry about it again.
So fucking psyced...
It's been my motto for as long as I can remember to confront people with whatever is bothering me. Lately I've been falling behind in that practice, and even though I know everyone is guilty of it to at least some extent, it does not make it right. Talking shit to other people about what another person is doing that is pissing me off solves nothing.
I’m at about in my life where I’m being very objective. It's an awesome feeling. I’m only worrying about the important stuff and don’t really care a whiole lot about what others think of me; as long as I know I made the effort to do all I could to do the right thing. I'm also clamping down on my procrastination problem.
Games project is finally over. Sixteen page paper....whew. So happy I'm never going to need to worry about it again.
So fucking psyced...