I wish things didn't have to be such a big deal.

I wish I didn't have to think of how my actions affected others.

I wish I could just go with my gut feeling and do what it's telling me.

But if i did i know I'd just be fucking myself over.

We need to talk

I think i can bring my GPA this year up to a 3.7 in summer school. Should be fun. Gotta do what I gotta do for fucking up. If i can work something out with my lit teacher maybe higher (you can only take 2 summer school classes but i only got a B in her class cause of the final so it wouldn't make sense to take the semesters that i got A's in over ( Read more... )

Grades plummetted down to a fucking 3.5 weighted. Need to get a 4.0 this semester to even begin to compensate. Councelor, principal, parents, and ap bio teacher wants me to drop ap bio but i'm having trouble with it (it's a pride thing). Many issues go along with it that i don't want to go into. Summing it up - it's hard for me to handle being 2nd ( Read more... )

life is good i guess. heading in the right direction on a couple fronts ( Read more... )

Gotta get started on my schoolwork sometime soon. Specially worried about ap us cause i really need to get my ass in gear on that games project. So probly gunna force myself to start my hw tomorowish. We shall see ( Read more... )

I wrote this all up a couple weeks ago, but the computer froze so i gave up on it. But i'll try at it again ( Read more... )

wow. realized i havn't written in a while. got a lil ticked last time i wrote so gave up for a while. Anyway, defintely one of the best summers i've ever had though it went by too fast. Shared most of it with someone I care very deeply about and had lots of good times - no time to list them all thought ( Read more... )

i wrote a whole bunch of shit but then my computer froze on me and i don't feel like retyping it all so fuck that

i wrote a whole bunch of shit but then my computer shut down and i don't feel like retyping it all so fuck that

never been happier