So I have been absent from the world of cyber-journals and blogging and that kind of stuff. I can't really say that things were so wonderful when I last wrote. I guess I need to be grateful that the future holds oppourtunity and serene escape. It can be very hard to be thankful sometimes ( Read more... )

So I have been absent from the world of cyber-journals and blogging and that kind of stuff. I can't really say that things were so wonderful when I last wrote. I guess I need to be grateful that the future holds oppourtunity and serene escape. It can be very hard to be thankful sometimes ( Read more... )

I never knew that cutting could feel so many different ways. First I felt really cool that I had done it. But at first it was hard to draw any blood. So I kept cutting harder. First I tried my chest, but I realized that there aren't as many veins close to the skin there so I went for the obvious...the wrist. Skin is pretty tough. So first I felt ( Read more... )

I cannot change the past ( Read more... )

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay ( Read more... )

Can't decide between Guilford and Skidmore. If I apply to Skidmore early decision I have such better chances of getting in, but that also means that I HAVE to go if I'm accepted, which would limit my options completely. I guess on the inside I really like Skidmore more, but for some reason I really wanna go to Guilford instead. It might be because ( Read more... )