of mice and men... literally :D

[singingwren]

"Desire me so deeply
Drain and kick me hard
Whisper secrets for me
Try to go too far

Inside, where it's warm
Wrap myself in you
Outside, where I'm torn
Find myself in two
Into
You..."Haven't talked to Fred yet. Want to because I'm curious and because I'd enjoy it if he admitted that he feels affection toward me, but I don't know when I'll get the

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[viedansante]

He's just... driven. Relentlessly focused. Centered on himself, his future, and how he is going to get there. Occasionally he focuses on me and when he does it is is utterly bewildering, but also thrilling and gratifying all at the same time.

Do we suddenly live the same life? Because I could write those exact words and be completely, utterly honest. I feel you. Really.

I honestly believe it hasn't occurred to him to be affectionate as I define it because I've never complained, protested, or otherwise indicated I was anything other than content and amused, but it's time I did. We'll see what happens.

I admire your courage. I don't like communication right now. It's not easy or fun.

Good luck.