"Desire me so deeply
Drain and kick me hard
Whisper secrets for me
Try to go too far

Inside, where it's warm
Wrap myself in you
Outside, where I'm torn
Find myself in two
Into
You..."Haven't talked to Fred yet. Want to because I'm curious and because I'd enjoy it if he admitted that he feels affection toward me, but I don't know when I'll get the ( Read more... )

Writing about "In the Land of Twilight" turned my thoughts inevitably towards Ghost in the Shell's "Inner Universe," the haunting Russian song I occasionally attempt to write about but usually fail to explain. I sent the song to Weifei and briefly attempted to explain the nature of the show (its main character is an artificial intelligence so ( Read more... )

I was wild this weekend.

But on an unrelated note, the lyrics to this Hack//Sign song fascinate me. I like to close my eyes and drown in this song... the visualizations it brings are really powerful and oddly spiritual to me. Maybe I'm just a weirdo, but this song moves me a lot. Here:

In the Land of Twilight Under the Moon"In the land of ( Read more... )

I drove it today. I felt nothing. I expected to be overcome with relief or fear or joy or something people write about on LJ, but I wasn't. It simply wasn't real. I stuck my head out the garage door and stared at it tonight and it still wasn't real, not even after sitting in it for a half an hour trying to get my iPod adapter to work. Maybe part of ( Read more... )

Today iTunes used its magical abilities to conjure music out of nowhere. I am aware that computers come installed with "sample" music and promos, and I know that iTunes for testing purposes gives you a couple more. In my mysterious "Shared" drived and music folder I found plenty of one-track album-titled folders, along with complementary images of ( Read more... )

"When it's my turn to march up to glory
I'm gonna have one hell of a story."

"The Tale of Dusty and Pistol Pete" - the Smashing Pumpkins"

Dusty screams
Through doors and imaginary floors
"Why can't you miss me ( Read more... )

"Tell me are you getting hurt, is it worth it? Tell me are the people strange, did they change? Tell me are you letting go, do you know? I'll tell you the truth if you tell me the truth..."

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( Cutting stress, seeking balance, and having some good times. )

Out of the island and into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

1. "The Fallen" by Franz Ferdinand.
("Some say you're a troubled boy just because you like to destroy...")

2. "Sexy Back" by Justin Timberlake.
("I'll let you whip me if I misbehave...")

3. "Suddenly I See" by KT Tunstall.
("And everything around her is a silver pool of light...")

4. "Forever May Not Be Long Enough" by Live ( Read more... )