Lately I can't stop thinking about Fred. ( Read more... )

"Light the candle, John
The daylight is almost gone
The birds have sung their last
The bells call all to Mass..."

Sitting here right now, gazing at my altar, I cannot tell you what I feel. I cannot explain the confusion, the captivation, the physically painful sensation of need coiled like a snake deep in my belly. I cannot explain the way that ( Read more... )

I have a LOT to do today. But I wanted to take this moment to say that I had a marvelous, marvelous evening and night yesterday so thank you all for being so fun ( Read more... )

I haven't really posted an update about what's going down these days in a while, so here's a random update from Anna.

Academically, things are intense but rewarding. Sometimes I feel a little overwhelmed, but it helps when I remember to approach the week as a week rather than a series of isolated days. In theory I've always done this, but I've ( Read more... )

"Desire me so deeply
Drain and kick me hard
Whisper secrets for me
Try to go too far

Inside, where it's warm
Wrap myself in you
Outside, where I'm torn
Find myself in two
Into
You..."Haven't talked to Fred yet. Want to because I'm curious and because I'd enjoy it if he admitted that he feels affection toward me, but I don't know when I'll get the ( Read more... )

Firstly, an alluring teaser of me at my finest:


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I was wild this weekend.

But on an unrelated note, the lyrics to this Hack//Sign song fascinate me. I like to close my eyes and drown in this song... the visualizations it brings are really powerful and oddly spiritual to me. Maybe I'm just a weirdo, but this song moves me a lot. Here:

In the Land of Twilight Under the Moon"In the land of ( Read more... )

Last night was characterized by breakdancing, making out in the kitchen, and a bus ride to nowhere. I got to answer the question "Where are you?" with, "I don't know. It's dark and all I can see is... Big Daddy's?" Later I watched Aladdin.

This weekend I am looking forward to getting in a car and going somewhere, intent on not returning until ( Read more... )

*yawns*

Fred failed me tonight; it made me realize that I want a man who hangs out and is cool relaxing and just being hilarious with my friends and I. Kissing someone after a formal date is weird, but hanging out with people until it's so late it makes perfect sense to both just go to bed together makes kissing sensible. It's so comfortable, ( Read more... )

Omg I have faerie princess lingerie.... I'm almost glowing. So happy and fulfilled. You guys, I am a faerie princess ( Read more... )