It the time where ppl start writing resolutions for the next year while recapping back what had happened this year. i am not a big fan of that since i know the resolutions i made will most likely be forgotten by the second day of the new year. As for recapping, not really my style since i post almost everything or prob 80% of the thing over the ( Read more... )

hmmm so i just witnessed a car accident in front of my eyes just now. It wasnt those major one where ppl starts bleeding and etc but the sudden brake screeching sound followed by the loud bang noise got me startled off my mobile screen. I got reminded of a few near escape car accidents few years back ( Read more... )

i guess sometimes when things arent manage or handle in our own 'correct' manner, we tend to critise how others handle the situation. However, there are certain blindspots we might miss. for example, how the person derive to use this way to handle the situation. Knowing other blindspots might have change our perspective and could probably agree ( Read more... )

Hmmm been wanted to go for this some years back. finally got myself to go this year. didnt really actively ask ppl to go with me cause i tell myself whether anyone is going or not will not affect my decision ba. i am really glad that mightymouse21 accompanied me. the queue seems so long and sianz. throughout the queuing, i felt nth much. just a bit anxious when ( Read more... )

its scary how some debts can just keep growing and growing.

It is no easy being a gd confidant. Sometimes they may wish to tell u certain things yet they say it in a very cryptic way or not explicit enough. Sometime, u may want to probe further so that you are more sure of the situation and maybe give helpful advise or more apt consolation words but you might get hold back cause you dunno whether probing it ( Read more... )

Hmmm... It's my first time going Songkran and I must say its very fun!! In fact, can't get enough of the fun! It's a bit downer that the gun I bought malfunction way too early but buying the mud n bua on ppl face was fun! Initially, really must plucked out courage to bua ppl face cause I don't know how other will react. Most of locals simply ( Read more... )

guess i am not very adaptable to changes. i wish certain things never change. shall hope for the best for now.

hmmm so this week, its the heart operation. just heard from colleague abt his dad heart operation. same issue, heart valve. After OT, went back to OT again becoz loss of blood and died. tat instance, i did feel the impact. its a big struggle between resentment and sadness. things just isnt getting any better that of all week, i am oncall this week ( Read more... )

Started for like more than 1 year back but only recently results r showing... dunno what was the real force that is pushing me. wanting to be better than my old self or other more. im glad that i took many many steps. trying, failed, trying, failed. now that i am in the last part of the first phase, i really hope i can just do it!