hmmm how do one grow its mentality to a more mature state. clearly relying on time to pass wont help much. going thru lots of things do help but thats nt the main gist. so whats the main gist? enlightened one who is out there pls shed some light.

the trip was gd. it wasnt by any intentional to have those reflection moments but i did during this solo trip. felt that i really have a different perspective of things like finally. things is really taking a very big turn when i am back. can no longer pep talk myself cause its time to leave my comfort zone le.

no matter how shitty things can get, i ( Read more... )

hmmm as time goes by, many will have blown uncountable of birthday candles, many birthday cakes etc etc. every sec we r growing older physically but what abt our mind? or rather in this context, the maturity of our mind? prob maturity boils down to one behavior towards a stimuli or stimulus ( in simple, their reaction ( Read more... )

last time i used to suck at quite a lot of thing. (not that i am gd for now but better than last time). Whenever i suck at it, i will just want to give up and start saying things like do without me and etc. subconsciously, i am actually fishing out for those comforting words ba. initially this gd friend of mine will just say some comforting words ( Read more... )

hmmmm this new start of the year is indeed a refreshing one for me. went to many temples and really prayed to get their blessing so all my problems could be resolved. am glad that the gods really gave me my blessing and most of my problems are kinda resolve. need to repay thanks to every single of them. taking a bigger steps to get what i really ( Read more... )

what i like abt him? being with him simply imbued me in a total new world. the feeling of the unexpected might just happened do intrigued me. :]

hmmmm i guess one has to hit the lowest point of their life then they will picked themselves up fully and try to climb up as high as they could. was so down when my job contract was ending, sch is not making any progress. prayed very hard and become more proactive cause if you dont help urself, no one will. managed to got a new job finally le. ( Read more... )

Was telling Alan abt my plan. if it really succeed, i will be damn happy :D

Hmmmm many had encountered with money oweing issue sooo..... y not share abt how u collect the debt from your friend?

hmmmm quite glad that A's determination pushed him to a body that he is happy but not yet content enough mode. A tell me he dont need me to feel happy for him cause he is happy for himself. he told me he want me to b happy for myself. oh man. its prob hard for me but the boring lunch salad did have a little effect. hopefully the long run later will ( Read more... )