I am out spoken, aggressive, argumentative, frustrating, inappropriate, polite, kind, foolish, giving and selfish and loathing of my selfishness, loving, loyal, raw, emotional, broken, fragmented, wounded, happy, sad, old and young, smart and stupid. I am so many contradictory things all rolled into one chubby, mousey package. I am not trying to ( Read more... )

I press my weight against the door, trying to force my way to my sons aid, but he is too strong, he bars my way. I hear my son screaming for him mommy, begging for help. Again I try, slamming all my weight against the door, but his is greater then mine. My nails break and bleed, I can not claw my way, my shoulder bruised and swollen, I am not a ( Read more... )

Being in love...it's a complicated procedure ( Read more... )

On my First date with Ada, we went to a lovely restaurant and had a delicious meal. After we went to the car, and while pulling out of the spot he scratched it against a pillar. The pillar had not moved, and he was in control of the car, yet it was not his fault some how. He got out of the car, stomped around cussing and screaming and tearing out ( Read more... )

It has been a difficult time for me the past few years.I fell in love, got married, had 2 beautiful children then woke up and found my self the victim of domestic violence, separated with a retraining order against my husband, renting from my parents and trying to put my life together as a single parent going to school and trying to rebuild a life ( Read more... )

Well my world has changed SOOOOooo compleatly I don't even know where to start!

I hope to be up and running and posting agian soon, just need to take a few safety mesures before I pour out my story. Look forward to getting back into things soon.

*KISS*

I hate the way my mother seems to be able to say the most asinine things and have them sound reasonable. She tells me I have a sick and twisted mind and that Ada and I have an unnatural relationship, than expects me to agree. She is in a marriage of who knows how many years and they spent most of that time with one or the other parent bunking out ( Read more... )

I am forgiven! My mom just realized she got back early from her trim and the dates on the bill match her receipts. So it was HER who used her credit card. Did she apologies for the insult of her accusation? Don’t be silly. Did she do any thing to acknowledge that she may have slighted me? Don’t be daft! Nope just ‘Oh never mind, it was me.’ ( Read more... )

Ok my mom has been going on about the money that Ada and I owe her, saying that we don’t care about her, it wasn’t a long-term loan (when it was) and that she thinks we took advantage of her. The fact of the matter is, I simply asked for some help on the down payment on a car, a grand. She said we could pay her back when we could, and we have been ( Read more... )

For those of you who I know in real life and read this to check on how things are going here is the deal ( Read more... )