May 13, 2004 01:47
For those of you who I know in real life and read this to check on how things are going here is the deal:
~Dad was in the hospital for over a week, but is now out and on the mend. He keeps trying to go back to his old life and do all the things he has always done, but he just does not have the energy or ability
~Mom kicked me out, but has changed it from ‘get out now’ to a ‘I think you need to go as soon as you can’. She plays all ‘stay as long as you like’ around my dad and makes it seem like I have made the rash choice to leave. I am ok with that though, it’s easier on my dad then, ‘mom’s a bitch so I am leaving you alone with her.’
~I am getting daily lectures on how I should be living my life and how Ada and I should be getting married ‘right away’
~The wedding is off.
~I have step throat
~Ada and I have been fighting all week
~ I hate my life